I had that need to communicate, before I knew what I was going to say I knew what You meant to me and I knew I was sad But nothing seemed to say what I wanted you to hear I knew I was missing you and I knew you missed her But I thought just for a minute that you might've been my cure I knew I'd been hurt: left thinking one thing but you brought me to believe in another I thought I knew not to love but I guess I forgot I thought I could assume you'd be more than a man I'd have to tolerate I thought I knew never to assume, but I guess I expected I would've been more careful So I might have had thoughts but I guess I wasn't thinking: Im at the same place I was then Im closer to who I was, now then who I've recently been Im in the same pair of shoes I swore Id never have to wear again But despite all cautiousness, you're now not only my past but the pain of my future Maybe I shouldn't have anticipated your love Perhaps that would have subsided some of the peer pressure Possibly that could have brought us closer All I know is that we could've been happy, but you chose her And now Im stuck accepting your convoluted conjectures Mostly because your so scared of the unfamiliar.