i love you. so much more now than i ever have. for the incredulous love, passion, and sentiment that you have held. for the heartbreak, self imprisonment, and emotional torment you have been dragged into. not because your soul has made it out even more beautiful than before, but because of how you have grown. i love you. for prospering in a world where others only told you that you couldn't do it or it wasn't practical. because you are growing older now, and it is no longer about the outside voices. it is about what makes your heart throb your body shake and your bones rattle. because someday, you will look back and regret every moment that you did not cherish. so stay here right here where i can always love you.
i feel incredibly empowered today. and finally feel as if i am beginning to grow again.