So this is really bad but I have felt really depressed for the past couple days. My ex (His name is Zach) and I still have a huge crush on him I thought maybe he still liked me until we were FaceTimeing and I made a joke about him and I not being able to be friends bc he don't watch anime and then he replied with "well I don't see a relationship between us working out" it was a joke but I couldn't help but cry bc I know I still love him but doesn't even like me back so yea.