the dark side and the crack's

  I feel me drifting away from all things good and lite and going to a place where i am always in the dark and in a hole....i miss all the happy time i had and now i only bleed and with each minute there's a bigger crack in my heart....people tell me that they love me but is it true no just Lie's....i blame my self for others mistakes but i know i am not to blame....i cry in pain and regret because of this life that has been so cruel...i become so numb and feel like I'm watching ever one from a distance and they can't hear or see me but really they choose not to see or hear me....you'll see people cry but i will always keep my sadness hidden because i am like that i will never cry in front of you i will put on a smile and tell you ever thing okay but in side I'm killing my self and making more cracks in side my heart...