I can’t eat, I can’t think and I don’t want to breathe anymore All I can feel is the gaping hole in my chest I don't care for your apologies what’s done is done Nothing you can say can take away the pain that I feel I should have never allowed myself to be so vulnerable I can feel myself breaking down The need to destroy everything I own Destruction is the only thing I rightfully know in this cruel world Nothing feels right or worth my purposeless time What is the point in this unfulfilling life? I am useless, worthless and alone Not even the one person in this world that I thought loved me does I can’t escape this feeling, I have tried for many days Yet my tears still fill every second of my waking moments My life is a sodden mess and I don’t want to live without you I don’t even want to imagine a future that you’re not in You promised me everything but now you’re gone You were my constant the only one that I truly loved You were my one, the one but that’s over now I don’t think I can ever love again I don’t want to ever love again You broke me I am nothing but an empty shell A whisper to deaf ears I bet you can't even see me now I am nothing Literally nothing I was wrong I need you But you don't need me