My Thoughts Of You

I hold my thoughts of you
Playing over and over in my mind,
While my boat is on shore,
I thought so hard about your words,

Oh, how my tears flowed,
When I could still see,
you looking at me with anger in your eyes
because I didn’t want to be by your side,

I don't want to feel this way,
you always kept me so sad,
you always had a way to make me feel pain,
too much pain that brought on rain,

I don't want to stay this away
but if you stay in my mind
in my heart, Fairytale darkness
is what I will always find playing on my mind,

you always tell me lies
just to keep me by your side,
always cutting at my heart
just to see me fall apart,
I would love to forget about you.

So, I take some time to sail the sea,
But you are always given me darken dreams.

Poetic Lilly Emery © 2017
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery