I love you but you don't love me like that.
I love you but you love her.
I love you but you would choose her in a heartbeat.
I love you to the point where my heart aches every time i see you hurting.
I love you so much, I don't remember a time I loved someone so much.

I love you but you're not mine to keep.
And, it's hurting me inside. Every bone, every cell, every ***** in my body, it hurts.
I can't think straight.
I can't type this without crying.
I can't see you without wanting to cry because your happiness is with her, not me.

Can you feel my heart?
Obviously not.
It's hidden deep inside me and I really just want to tell you everything but you have enough on your plate and it shouldn't include me, my feelings.

It's okay, I'll handle my feelings on my own. I know i can. I've done this before. I'm good at hiding it. I'm good at acting like i'm okay.

I'm so sorry for ******* things up. I didn't mean to fall but I did somehow, somewhere. I'm sorry.