look,
if your dream girl is her
then sorry to bother you, sorry to stay for so long.
sorry i was the one door that wouldn't shut
sorry  i was the one street that didn't end,
sorry i ******* loved you enough to take whatever ******* you pulled,
sorry for the time you said "i only feel better when i'm with you",
sorry for telling you it was okay,
sorry for believing you were something gold not something dead inside.
sorry for the names i've called you and the times i've called you.

sorry for the poems i used to write about you when i felt desperate,
sorry for the times i opened up to you when you were screaming at me to stop,
sorry for thinking you could save me,
sorry for thinking i could save you.

so look,
if your dream girl is her
don't wake up from it.
i won't be here when you do.