Heavy sweat drips from my grimly face And I tell the devil that I forbid him From ever giving me solemn advice again No contracts will be drawn from his burning quiver No delicate words of truth exchanged My thoughts pass through his muddy swamp And tread lightly on solid ground So beware my anger Beware my gracefulness Beware my subconscious And beware my self For he is the most reluctant to trust I don't blame her for this decision I don't blame me for my past You will hate me for all of this But at least I will be departed For my ***** hands have gone transparent I cannot guarantee the safety of my soul The scars are always upon me I will not tell you where I'm going I will not say a word I will not be this person That has no self respect I'll push my hand up from this soil Like the undead that walk the night Let me go Watch me go I'm never coming back I'm never going back I'm letting go Now watch me fall Watch me fall