In my hands rest words I couldn’t bring myself to eat they rose up my throat like a tree roots itself into the ground I plucked the leaves from my mouth and wrote my simple query, “who told me I could not stay?” “who told me I must go away? then left them in the air to float amongst quandaries of maple and oak wrapping my head in black webbing and taking off my shoes as a presentiment and a gesture of compliance as I wait for the day