Mere physical proximity does not excite me,
As end of the day it  boils down to  mortality.
I want them to live deep inside my gene endlessly…
Coming together,
Humming together,
Laughing together,
Making love together,
-being insane and absurd on the ugly face of realism!

Being alone- I feel liberated from all the filthy desires,
the darkness, pessimism and obscurity,
and the built-in thirst to be conventional and  happy!

Wanting happiness intensely has been the mistake,
The more I let go the closer it comes,
End of the day I  had to take refuge of  the conspiracy theory,
As they say- everything is fair in war and love!!

The power lies in letting go,
Love, affection and all the belongings,
I need to let go to be able to possess and relish  them forever!