Stuck wide awake
Thinking of her
At the most inopportune time
My mind just racing
Wondering why she always appears
Why every thought
Makes my heart race
Faster than any moment in my life
Stuck awake in my dark room
Trying to tell myself
I can't feel this way
Not when I know
That it's most likely not 2-way
But I tell myself
I simply can't help it
My heart knows this feeling
And it isn't planning on dying
Losing so much sleep
Because I keep dreaming of her
How to please her
Treat her
Speak to her
How to show her
That I fell for her
Because I'm just that hopeless of a romantic
But I hold back that romantic
Cause I can't give her anything
While I'm stuck giving myself such grief