Sitting among autumn leaves feeling the cool evening breeze dancing around in my mind another time in dreams I see a long battered swing it looks so cold and desolated it holds a story of long ago the more I look at it in the silent my mind had taken me back in time of darkness and pains bring down the rain I could see myself sitting on that swing tears did fall like glass from a broken past my hands are ****** my body bruised I was in a bad storm of lies that cut deep into my life the cold winter blistered my skin the ripping ancient tide air making its way in my lungs what was next to me was my black cat that was curled up on autumn leaves while he was looking at me while I start to scream .