Somedays, I feel like I sinking. I can fill it in my ribs, as each one breaks from the heaviness of my heart. I feel the flowers I planted inside my soul, dying. Each petal slowly falling, and cracking from the lack of nourishment. Tears fill my eyes, and run down my face like a heavy creek stream. I fear the power of my emotions. I fear losing insight, for life is so beautiful. Life is precious, easily ticked away by time.. yet, makes us feel like we've lived centuries with the wisdom we gain through our darkest corners. Im holding onto my sanity; my strength. I'm letting myself reep away, so that I can grow again. My roots will flourish; my soul will be crisp. Until then, I'm only a vessel, a floating soul, trying to find its way back home again. Oh, the thoughts over coffee and ticking of my mothers clock.