Flying apart implacably is the unruly setting. Unknowing, unduly spreading yet asking me (perhaps unfairly) to hold it pressed against myself to maintain and withstand the force with my fibers to keep the parts from trembling to somehow keep the whole.
It screams aloud, it screams perforce. Itβs a painful constriction all around. But stoically it lets me know with eyes choked and bulging The dire effort must be so. So do not let me go.