I've been abused Bla bla bla My life's been ***** Bla bla bla Nothing's the same Bla bla bla I tremor as I sleep in chains Bla bla bla My waking dreams and nightmares are the same Bla bla bla Last night I tried to **** myself in the rain Bla bla bla The trauma might get better but will never go away (fully change) Bla bla bla My brother died last week Bla bla bla He left me this ring Bla bla bla I wore it straight unto the grave Bla bla bla And never once told I'm gay You're gay? Oh god... Anything But gay