No one knows,
no one can see
what lies ahead
in front of me.
I dream a dream
of time gone by
when I can leap
into the sky.
A time where I
can follow you
across the ocean
of deepest blue.
Where no one can touch us.
Where we are free.
There's no one there
but you  and me.
I look at you
watching me
and in your eyes
I see the sea.
The vastness of it
the depths below
the pain and anger
causing us to go.
No one wants to share
what lies within
the seething darkness
neath our skin.
Most people have
an untold tale
they keep it there
locked up in a jail.
This is their weak point
that others cant know
for if they do
it would hurt us so.
We are all oceans,
with an unknown floor
and when someone reaches it
we send them out the door.
It's not what we want.
It's not who we are
but we protect ourselves
to prevent the scars.
But sometimes its different,
the scars run deep,
and even though unpleasant
they are scars we want to keep.
They are like poison
humming through our veins,
pumping from out hearts,
straight to our brains.
We don't like it
that someone was there
but in our hearts
we are glad they care.
I didn't like it
when you saw my core
but the problem is
it made me like you more.
Ok at first I was angry
you cut me deep,
it broke from inside me
and made me weep.
I can see that was daft now.
I know you I can trust.
I can see I was stupid
I just had to adjust.
I've got to stop testing
and giving you a shove
in the wrong direction
when I've fallen in love.
There I said it
what was on my mind.
You drive me crazy
and turned me blind.
I can't bare it
when your not here.
When your not next to me
your warm breath near.
I didn't realise
that I'd miss you this greatly.
I underestimated
what I thought you meant to me.
I miss everything
even your smell.
And I no longer care that you
entered my hell.