Can I just speak very candidly right now Like I did ******* months ago When we were as close as two peas in a pod When we promised each other everything Our futures Our time Our love Each other You ****** Up I want to scream in your stupid ******* face You ruined everything I had it all planned out I loved you I don't just do that I saw something that was in you worth loving because I know I'm worth loving and you just have to trust me that everything will be okay You ******* ***** You've lost everything I hate that you lose But I lose too Because I lost all that time and love and energy and you gave me ******* anxiety you ******* I hope you know you've never hurt anyone like you hurt me You probably never will again I hate you I ******* love you