Can I just speak very candidly right now
Like I did fucking months ago
When we were as close as two peas in a pod
When we promised each other everything
Our futures
Our time
Our love
Each other
You
Fucked
Up
I want to scream in your stupid fucking face
You ruined everything
I had it all planned out
I loved you
I don't just do that
I saw something that was in you worth loving because I know I'm worth loving and you just have to trust me that everything will be okay
You fucking moron
You've lost everything
I hate that you lose
But I lose too
Because I lost all that time and love and energy and you gave me fucking anxiety you piece of shit
I hope you know you've never hurt anyone like you hurt me
You probably never will again
I hate you
I fucking love you