These things are sent to try us, Gran said, her thumb Moving itself over The well-worn beads Of her dark wood rosary; Her eyes taking in the crucifix On the wall above her bed. You sat watching her thumb Moving its way back and forth Over the round black beads, Her arthritic fingers clutching Blue blankets and white sheet. Never tries us beyond our strength, She added, the strained features Mingling with the yellow taint Of wrinkled skin. You wondered Who sent the things to try her, Whose bounty of gifts left Small tears wedged in the corners Of her eyes, pushed out words Between harsh sighs.