As darkness grows bigger,
I am falling deep in my perfect world as my eyes close,
This dark feeling starts to
Linger,
Sadness fills my mind,
Emotions run up and down,
Eish!
Will my mind ever mind its own sadness?
Will it ever stop running back to that moment,
Where love was born and destroyed?
It keeps taking me backward
As if time decided not to move forward
Until I have understood what love is.
I can't deal with this!
So I - I bash my head
On the ground till it cracks!
I open it up to get rid of my own mind,
'Cause these memories ring like an alarm -
What love means,I cannot find.
I hear sad voices in my head;
Heartbroken people weeping
'Cause to them love is now dead;
They need me to redeem them,
To save them,
To love them -
Because only in me
Do they see love which
I do not see;
But I'd rather die
Than to go back to that traumatic experience
Where love is a lie.
As darkness grows bigger
Sadness in my mind itself glows brighter;
And love dies quicker!
I'd rather have it so,
Because no one in this lifetime is ever real now,bro.
-Dawn and XDaPoet