dragonlit backpack shining on my wet hands i dipped in the river of my dreams. i felt them fading swept away like dust in the wind- i didn’t try to hold on because i was living as i just woke up. i lay there thinking of new things like kisses and hugs and dreamy laughs and hair. i wondered about nothing in particular as i lay on my bed slightly dizzy and waiting patiently without words, only images to wake up well. so i woke up and i stumbled as the blood dropped through my body from my brain and i felt awaker and forgetting of the uncomfort just before, after i had washed my face with cold water. some time later a flash of silver and green against a blue transparent transpiring sea still with low thin clouds and streams of blue reflection glimmering gently and safely against the beating of my heart which i did not feel consciously. i had just woke up and i was thinking about my day. what i have to do, yet without stress. harness and live up only the best stepping when you’re not dizzily pushing and scraped knees and elbows (unscarily) past the high stems and bush flowers. see, there are flowers even there. dragon light, be mine, is mine. is me. i love my dragon spirit and i’ll walk across these stones this year even better. even further, faster, harder work is my achievement to be me! oh what a feeling and joy to live and have and experience and see. isn’t it great when your eyes don’t blur out when you’re thinking (it’s a cycle- i’m tired and i blur and get caught in my thoughts then i waste time and sleep late and am tired again) so this year i’m stepping with more skill and like the still water i’m peaceful gentle and strong. too beautiful to stare at too long because it’s uncomprehendable beyond my comprehension and perhaps i shouldn’t waste time trying to comprehend at all, not that i had. yet it was some strange feeling to consciously know something was out of my reach. at least it is there, it is enough that i live with it. i will slowly understand the fullness of it of living this is a metaphor perhaps. dragonlike soul lionlike soul catlike soul human soul