I have lost the best part of me somewhere
My heart is empty with nothing to fill
Everything is falling apart and I feel helpless
The wall around me is slowly breaking down
Don't know how long I can resist the fall
After all these years I have nothing to talk
Silence has become my new identity
I feel intimidated to trust myself
Tried to put on happy faces all the time
But it has created a bigger hole instead
Pain and guilt are killing me on the inside
I find myself lost even holding his hand
Being happy is what I am missing the most
I am fighting hard to hold myself together
Having lost my soul I see no turning back now