The never ending darkness
The shadow looms as I sleep
I darker me hidden i think.
For now no one will know
The real me i shouldn't  show
Why...
I don't even know
A illness in the mind
No sees it and u act like your blind
Never shout out
never the one to stare
never the one who is noticed as glances bare
You hate who you are
Like your two different people separate beings
Hatred fills your heart even tho you are a loving soul
No women will love me
I'm a freak
Not of my kind
I am the bearer of secrets of many that could crush lives if told
People trust me
but I don't trust them
I tried that once.....never again.
I felt so low I didn't know what to do
So I blocked my emotions from coming through
Although a shattered man I carried on
the wounded gentlemen forever walks alone.