It's when the air left my lungs And I had trouble bringing it back Sitting in a room full of friends Nearly passing out on the couch And I actually didn't know If I was going to wake up this time Fighting for one more breath I didn't want to die Which is not a common thought For someone like me But more than that I wanted to be happy And when I felt one more breath fill My weary lungs I thought of all the little things That I never got to do That would have made me happy And as the room swam around me I realized that none of this things Would have made me any happier The only way to be happier Is to just try and be happy So goodbye And thank you