They made me **** my family
As I stabbed I found I did not love them

They had me throw away my belongings
As they rotted I finally saw the delirium they had me under

They stole all my memories
As each was grabbed I was belittled
The expected them to matter

They chocked out all my emotions
As they strangled I lacked the will to gasp

They gave me spider veins
and ejection marks
and thumps where the love had been poured into me

They told me what was right
and what was wrong
and what I should do
and what I have done

They gave me a life
As I wanted to end mine