So tell me God
can this be undone
or should I take bullets
and put them in a gun

I don't have one
so I relent you're
the only one who can heal
My Heavy heart
so please God lets start

I empty myself to you
hold me close to your chest
and whisper words of life
so full abundant True

I want to be ok again you know
I just want to be ok again
and be me again

before this started
before all the pain began
Crying like a baby into my hands
but yet still you tell me of your plans

plans you have for me
that seem so far off
plans for good not evil
Lets start them now don't put them off

sitting looking into
the distance across the sky
I want you close to me to hold me when I cry

Cry my heart out
as your healing begins
Cleansing me washing me within

since time began you had me in mind
since time began your thoughts about me your more numerous than the sands

So Tell Me God where are you now
are you here?
I know you are show me how