I lay here on my wet pillow that's filled with every tear I'm currently shedding.
The pain and hurt is agonizing.. one moment I'm screaming in anger the next my eyes make like waterfalls and continue to spew down my cheeks.
Do you know what it's like. To be so in love with someone it's unhealthy? All you can think about is them.. how every aspect of them is ******* flawless but oh.. how it breaks you and tears you down when you don't see eye to eye.
Her beautiful smile turns into a weapon that always gets used against you and keeps you up at night..
How.. you don't want to fight with them.. it's just not worth it but it happens regardless and as you lay in bed.. your heart beats louder and louder..
Have you.. ever been so down from someone.. that through the mistakes and changes you never left their side.. not once.. because they have your heart and always will.. they have you're everything and without them youre just a ******, broken, pathetic mess.. the feeling is consuming.. and just the thought of them ever leaving your side feels like taking a spear through your heart and...You just helplessly bleed out..
These nights I lay awake with too much on my mind.. hoping to get some sleep.. but without you.. I have no hope at all.
-Sorrows