I might not have ever scaled the highest mountain
Or fed bears in the woods
Or even sky dived
But I have loved and
I have been striped down to what you see before you right now
I am completely broken
I am numb
And I am begging someone to take this hurt away from me
I pray my daughter never knows how her daddy died
Sure one day I'll have to explain it to her
The sad story of how the love of our life left this earth w his wings
But until then I have to paste a smile on my face and sparkles in my eyes
Bc she knows something's not right
And I never want her to blame herself
I am the one that will be blaming myself til the end of time.