Loosing optimism Always looking forward to what comes next to the good that is coming knowing everything will change the puzzle of your life will come together Just dream your dream and don’t give up fight for it life may **** right now but it will change you won’t be in this place forever you still have a whole life a head of you But that view changed It changed the day they told me the pain won’t go away that changed the day they told me to change my life whit no hope of getting better the day they told me I was chronically ill and it has no treatment no cure Now I don’t know what I’m fighting for every day I wake up knowing it only gets worse not knowing how long I can do this Feeling like I can’t handle anymore but it’s just the beginning so please tell me what I’m I fighting for because I don’t see the good that is coming