you are here, now; present and attentive. blood-tipped pen, to scrawl some paragraph to give feel of absence. wait, wait, dropped it. you are here, now; present and attentive. come back to that character left to be narrated. (whole third-person sorta thing. you've let to want for a time now. let to a time far outstretched by initial understanding, or even seen at beginning doctrination for assistance in hibernation. a winter where start; three come-to-gone in pace.