It is the essence of you, none of that stuff around the outside, just the core that emanates green like jade or kryptonite, dazzling, a handsome light that showcases all the wealth. All the truths - spit them out, they'll never taste as good as a lick of your face, even that split-second before freezing on Facetime and meeting with the sign 'poor connection' that means waiting a whole minute or before I can glue my eyes back on to your skin I forget, sometimes, how much I like you or how I am like you so that it feels like this pining primal tug from the bottom of my belly, that tells me to tell you to 'come back come here', so I can feel it all over again. I don't have to touch you just breath in the air you've laughed out or hear your words spoken softly or spoken anyway for that matter first hand and remember why