i make them, one after another (they just keep on getting better) then i break then not for pleasure not with pain but because they are things and i get attached to them so i break them i hold them as if i'd never let go, then i remember it isn't perfect, i'm attached, so i open my hands, gently and see it fall, in slow motion for it to break piece by peace, peace by piece it hurts as much as it reliefs so it's all and nothing, they'd say i'd say it depends on the day with me, it always depends (and that's always the problem)
... now break this in two, as i'd do (show me the result)