The walls are soft, smooth Almost porcelain, almost perfect Until my hand runs over an imperfection A flaw then another, and another. A ceramic cave encloses me on all sides, Making the space cramped And a deep midnight shade of blue. So in twilight I am entwined And instead of hearing the ocean, I feel its reverberation echo in waves And it’s not liberation I feel It’s devotion Or just raw emotion It’s difficult to divide the difference…
Blurring oneiric spaces I’m not drawing any more, just erasing Stuck inside this metaphorical shell It gets tighter as you go further, Deeper as it winds and coils Almost like a trachea to the heart. You can’t survive here.
Now the pulses begin to deafen, The sand itches the skin And not only exfoliates but sheds its tough outer layer I think they call it pride It’s something everybody hides.
Upon a red flaming dragon she rides Trying to tame it, control it, And harness its beauty and strength. At first she is cautious and gentle, and the creature bows with respect For granted she abused the tender beast, Wasted, jaded and scarred Now it bucks and resists at every command Waiting for a chance to escape, to be free.
And the ink dries up in the pen before it gets a chance to bleed on a blank page And leave its imprint in time The focus is shattered now, paintbrush bristles hard and brittle Crumbling to ashes as soon as they kiss the paint The Moist dye ingests the ash which mixes with the poet’s tears To become a sticky and vengeful monster That haunts me in my dreams.
In vivid strands, like a dewy spider web Dreams entangle my mind And the full moon causes the tide to ebb. Time is an orange, peel back the rind.
And memories float on the surface of the mist In the calm before the storm And explode in bursts of thunder and jagged light. You shield your eyes and you raise your fist Hoping that the beast within will soon resist And with inspiration be reborn And blast in undulations of a second sight And together look to the sky, run, and take flight.