Its times like these you learn to forget,
Past memories I'll always regret,

I hate feeling helpless like im always the victim,
Wanna know how hot hell is? Then shut up and listen,

I hate what I feel when I look in the mirror,
I got skin I would peel if it helped me think clearer,

Its like im the only ******* who sees past the scars,
If I died I wouldn't give a **** Cuz I know I had heart,

I long lived in the shadow of my own false hope,
This everlasting battle is at the end of its road,

I look forward to the taste of deaths inevitable grip,
My existence erased, my soul tethered to it,

I wanna bathe in the blood of everyone I see,
I wanna **** ******* who I couldn't be,

I wanna put aside my fight and let it all fade,
What can I say? Im ****** tired of living this way,

I try to travel back to the me I was,
But regain nothing but fragments of who I saw once,

I never thought id actually think about leaving this life,
Welcome to hell, and "Rest In Peace" to my mind-*

HED TRAMA