I try to revive a design i chosen this moment, to stop on my self-erosion. but in this moment that is falling apart i keep thinking.. i wont let the past confine me, Is the path I chose where I should start?I keep sinking further, drowning  in silence.  its timeless.
all is deceiving.
im leaving.
                       others grieving for everything their not        
                                                                                 perceiving  
the weight of my decisions                    are impossible to hold.
                           keep me behind your dead eyes
            your not that disguise,               you externalize
                             all these words played out cold
                
                     trap me in your          broken mind
                      i know i cant  pretend, i wont find
                              exactly went wrong this time
                                  and i wont ever be the
                                    same again and i
                                      know your pushing
                                                me
                                              down  
                                to get the upper hand
                      You don't divide, you blur the lines
Destroy yourself and start again    the walls you build kept you in