I can walk into the bar,
And feel my insecurities wash away,
No matter if this place is no good for me,
I know I'll want to stay,
I have so many thoughts,
Always running through my mind,
But when I walk through those doors,
I leave them all behind.
I hear the music pumping.
People enjoying their night,
And suddenly all my woes are going,
And I'm feeling alright.
I wave to people that I know,
A hug or two along the way,
Give me time to settle in,
Then I'll want to play.
Dancing to the music,
Getting people on their feet,
Enjoying each others company,
Moving to the beat,
It's like having a party,
With all your closest friends,
Enjoying every moment,
Not wanting the night to end.
This is a place of comfort,
It's where I feel my best,
Expressing one part of me,
And ignoring all the rest.
I may regret certain things,
I do when I'm too ******,
But more often or not,
I regret the nights I miss,
I haven't yet got bored,
And I'm not sure I ever will,
I know there is more to life,
But I'll be here until,
Either I get forced to leave,
Or I've had my fill,
You may think I'm crazy,
Pathetic or wasting my life away,
But like I said I'm happy,
And therefore I am okay.