My heart may cry
Relationships may die
And you may run away from me.
My soul is sad
My mind is mad
But it will not bring you back to me

Is this where it all ends?
Can we still be friends?
I don't blame you if you never want to talk to me
Even though you have made your self a part of me
I am not good for you
I am poison to you

When I would call
We would fight
And then we would be silent
Through the night
But I kept calling
Till you stopped texting

And then I stopped calling
Without you texting me
Why would you want to talk?
Why would you want to see my ugly face?
Why would you waste your precious time on me?
Why would you want to hear the shriek of my voice?
Why would you want to expose yourself to the disease that I am?
Why would you want to keep me in your heart?

But for me you are still right here

But you are still here
Right where you have always been
You take the spot of a friend who has always been with me
Through my best and my worst
You have seen me laugh, fight, yell and cry

I protected you when your "best friend" turned her back on you
You protected me when my "true love" broke my heart
I yelled at you when I saw the cuts on your wrist.
You yelled at me because I was "too tough" to tell you my feelings
I stood by you as your mother kicked you out if your house
You stood by me when I lost what I had been working five years to get
I cheered for you when you were awarded all of those art awards
You cheered for me when I couldn't handle all of my sports awards

We lost our innocence to each other

You scared me when you told me you were pregnant
I surprised you when I said I was willing to take care of it

But you were just joking and we laughed

But now I go back to my rhyme
Thank you for spending your time
To listen to what I have to say
And I am sorry that I can not stay

Goodnight sweet angel don't ruin your voice crying
there's a smile on my face as I am slowly dieing
Just remember all that I did for you
So that on my corpse you can build anew

Please rejoice you are free
From the monster that is me
But
Even with anger you did not want me to go
But this is for the best and that I know

Goodbye my best friend I am sorry that I have to go so soon
And leave you in the dark without
light from the moon
But I have to go home and pack
Because now when I leave I can not come back

I am sorry for the **** I put you through
And for the things we used to do
I am sorry that never again will we say HI
I am sorry
That this is my last Goodbye