Alone in this cycle unified by craving . A flash of contentment merged with self blaming I've let myself go again, I just dont understand. I wish freedom would come and take me by the hand.
These shackles weigh heavy, heavy on my heart In a blissful state I dream of a fresh start The hours pass, oh such a farce.
The pills smirk at me for they know my weakness I have sentenced my fate to this dreadful business
I am employed by my master He shows no mercy advocating sea water when I'm thirsty. I should reisgn from this wretched job and leave this machine of these twisted cogs.
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