It was so long ago
...it feels like yesterday
I am getting married soon
...it still haunts me
I know it is irrational
...but the idea of it happening before was too
I need sleep
...I am afraid to close my eyes
The past is in the past
...the memories feel so real
I wish I could forget
I wish I could erase all of it
He loves me now...why the hell won't my mind just leave it at that
Drowning...every **** time I find myself drowning...
I am getting married
It will all be okay.
It was over two years ago...