Some people say I just need to pray To let the depression and pain go away But when I did, nothing happens to me The burden didn't slip away
You make me believe you are always here Where in reality you are nowhere to be seen I beg on my knee and bow down my head To talk to somebody who doesn't exist
I don't know where to go, My feet is aching and my heart is burning The tears on my face just keep on flowing I'm still asking myself why I'm still holding
So I change my mind and let the gun pointed to my head So that the bullet pierce me to death I'm still holding the trigger waiting for someone to yell To stop me from doing the unwanted