right now

if there is a rhythm

inside my head

that reverberates

that resonates

there is nothing more

than words that say

how much i so want

to have something

someone

without any repercussions

seen or unseen

to be able to hold something

someone

without being scared

without being ashamed

to be able to look around

and see

and not see

to be able to see

that there is only me

and not to see

things that are not there

but i know that are

that has been

that will always be

to be able to tell to myself

that i can wait

i can wait for anything

and that i will accept

and to accept that while i wait

maybe

the only thing that i will have from now

until the end of this waiting game

is indeed what i only have

what i will always be entitled to have

which is now

but never tomorrow.

i would like so much

to say

that we are halves

and that we make a whole of each other

but sometimes

it’s better when i just close

my eyes, my mind

all the time

with all the time that you can

with all the time that we can.