You'll probably say you'll never feel the same, from ambiguity. (You do) You'll probably tell yourself it'll never feel the same. (You do) You'll probably ceaselessly explain things have changed, somehow being able to revamp your mind. (You do)
No not one thing will alter your decision. Enshrined in stone it seemed.
Rest assured that the thought " I'll give it a try " was not put into consideration.