Everyone says that if you believe in yourself you can make it.
Then, what happens when you're in an abusive relationship with your brain,
What happens you try to seek help but you're drowning in your own thoughts.
What happens when the thought of a bottle of pills or a gun is just as comforting as a sunny day at the park.
What happens when you just want it over.
What happens when none of your friends realize you haven't been out in months, or that they haven't been able to reach you.
What happens when it wouldn't make a difference anyway.