Laying in pillows Walls made of foam No noise comes from my mouth Although my heart wants to *****, it's been plugged so long Oh the craving to be vulnerable, to love, to romance But no one can hear me. I wish I could breath Suckling in water I need meaning or purpose or something Drowning in a tub Wish for love A single fish in the sea Is a hard thing to be I've been along for too long It is easy to live for one I need to be used, to be part of something not me, But I fear I'm an astronaut who has let go of the ship for too long And now floats in the abyss above the world Watching the sun rise across the earth meaninglessly