there's this feeling that i have
tangled to explain
deep but not in depth enough
to be hidden
and so it keeps me up
eyes open and awake
in day

but in night
the feeling is more awake
like the stars
consume my mind
my wonder
why
must the feeling be
so real
and awake
Heaven let me sleep
let the feeling doze i beg!

and when it starts to rain
i can not help but feel the rain
for the tears
are all the words i can not say
in a letter nor a song
because i'd only play it over and over
and over in my head
for you
and here i lay awake.

until the clocks
the hands do take me
into a rest
and so i pray for the silence
of my thoughts
and dreams to soothe the feeling

so i close my eyes
to dream
i'm saved ! i'm saved !
goodbye my love
for i am saved !
until the feeling
shakes me in abrupt
i keep my eyes closed
so tight
for i fear the sight of fire
that ignites the feeling
let it sleep !
please God let it sleep !
I tremble
with chills for the dream is spiked with poison
the curse of emotion
it wakes me up

and now it's day