I no longer feel beautiful
I'm just all types of shameful
I was left in dry cold air
******* it man this wasn't fair!!!
On everything I love I just want you back
Remember all those times you said I gave you a heart attack?
You said my body was a garden
I hoped for a love like ours since kindergarten
You haven't watered this so called beautiful garden
So now it's withered and no longer jaw dropping
You see me dying and you're still watching...
I have scars everywhere on my body
It's not even attractive
I ruined my beauty
Now I say I'm okay
**** I'd be a good actress