Love my life..trudging through my own parade of self absorbed lonlieness. So again here I come to take take take this time the taking which is that of my own. I'll take this time I am given, to reunite my head and my heart again. I'll know which way is up , which way is down. I'll know Who I can turn to, and who to turn away from. I'm here ...that's enough of a blessing on it's own. I've got No other options but myself and God to carry me on home. I will no longer be seldom without my inner true conscience a voice I'm pleased to agree with n let lead me. A voice which creates unity within my heart and my soul. Ive been jaded by others remarks about me. Why were they ever made? why do they hate me?  Been burned so easily stuck it out hoping they'd make the peace to release me. Downward is the constant selection I keep making my direction a double edged sword knife my connection to life. Living it is hardly easy surviving it is well known to me. This is about me so I'll make it about me. I'll be just fine pretending I'm not alone through the night.God will save me when I learn to love him for giving me life.