How do you make the words fit on a page; in patterns about reflections on a new year new dawn, old beginnings and fresh endings. Dancing rhymes to succinctly say in eloquence “It’s been pretty ******* ****, mate” How to find the alliteration to communicate that this isn’t just about celebrities dying, Brexit or Trump This was cancer and hospital wards; sickness and cure Running away from your job when a boy took more Than you wanted to give. Investing in people who broke you, who took your love and ran with it; hid it behind apple trees and train journeys and buried it there And not yet learning how to let it go And heal and be whole with a hundred imperfect pieces.