some stay, some leave
some never show up at all
i want to leave but
can't seem to find my way out
my mind is full of
other peoples diseases
and these beliefs
are laughing at me
she says
if this is love
why do you cry so much?
if you're really happy
why won't you eat?
i just have an urge to become
someone who's worthy of you
i just want to hold you
one more time with feeling.