holding up my own body
my soul a puddle on the floor
drowning my heart
till there is no more

dramatic, completely
but this is all consuming

trying to grasp reality
hoping it isn't too late
one more attempt
it is all I have left

then I see two beautiful faces
they hold me close
smothering me with affection
my soul begins to solidify
my heart takes a breath

I will get through this
with my children by my side